Break of light

For one last time he locked himself in, determined to never get out Caved into depths to hide all the pain, or maybe it was just the shame Still fresh with the cuts from his last escape, hiding it all behind his face Then something happened out of the blue, …

Forgotten

The worst feeling isn’t being lonely. It’s being forgotten by someone you would never forget. It just seemed like a good quote to ponder over until it actually hit me in reality a few months back. I was not happy being surrounded by people who once were the closest to …

Loosing yourself and others

You ever thought you meant more to a person than they actually did about you? To an extent when you are sure they aren’t even thinking about you? And everytime you try to fix/confront the issue – it just gets worse. It hurts, it breaks you from the inside and …

Expectations and favours?

Me: Tell me more about what you wanted in ABC project, I would work on that. It would help me take my mind off other things that I have going on. X: I don’t no whether you do all this and expect more out of me.. because we have been …

Invisible

Maybe it is easier to be invisible, distance yourself from all the clutter, to make your way through life the way you want, to not have any expectations from people around you; and while you might get spurts of “loneliness”, you want to be in control of what happens to you. …

Hardwired

Do I really care as much? Maybe the fact that I still wonder about it means there is some part which still does care.. trying to fix things, yet questioning every move for some never ending circle of validation. People say things, and it is easy to be hurt by …

Past

Does it really matter? That’s a question many would have asked themselves. Maybe you used to, a lot, even too much. How do you answer that? Not just to someone to their face, but more difficultly to yourself.. I remember being asked if we were world’s apart now, that we …

Yet another apology?

Most people I have known (and vice versa) have most consistently associated me to apologies. Generally, there are two ways to look at this – that I make as many mistakes to apologize for and then there is a positive outlook on all of this that I am ready accept …

An Optimist?

Was reading through an article on Lifehack and came across this quote which I wanted to share.. “We are all blessed with the present for a reason: to take advantage of the moment we are currently living, letting go of the bad things we were told in the past.” If …

Misunderstandings

It has been couple of weeks since I came to actualization that life isn’t fair (maybe I was too naive). I know it seems too cliche because you have heard this so many times before, however there comes a moment when it strikes you – not because people told you but …